Mood:  Gloomy
Listening to: Paradise- Coldplay
Reading: Nesyan com ( It's an Arabic Book.. By the Amazing Ahlam Mostaghanmi )
Watching: The vampire diaries (S03 E03)
Playing: Photoshop
Eating: Does chewing gum count ?
Drinking: Water..


I never thought i would say these three words " I Want To Study "... ( Oh they're actually 4 words.. but whatever ) But It's depressing to know that All my friends are in College starting their new lives while I'm home watching series and Doing nothing with my life. And It's not because I didn't get good marks, I actually graduated second on my high school, But somehow, For a reason only god knows, I just can't get into college... It's either that country won't give me a visa, or the university won't take anymore students, or they just don't understand my school's grading system -.- All I can say is 7asbi allaho ne3ma lwakeel ...

And It wouldn't have been so bad if my parents didn't freak out, and talk about it all day long !! College is The only subject I've talked to my parents about for the past 5 Months. I'm Going Bananas !!!

But I still have hope, That I'll get accepted somewhere, Maybe I won't study at all this year. That's fine with meh, But my parents wouldn't even consider this possibility.... Wish meh luck will ya !?